LOL. long time since i last posted. awwwww. oh well, can't be bothered. not an avid blogger. yes, that's the whole total point. n yes, i managed 2 shake off ____ yesterday! YAY! ____is someone really annoying who bothers only 2 sweet talk. that's y i hate ______. btw, ____is not from HM, if u're wondering. guys in HM can't sweet talk. ok, if u don't know, it's a guy. real annoyin guy. nvm, gonna change topic.


NEXT, i realise ***(no. of *s, doesn't mean anything) is becoming a more frequent visitor in my mind. YES. idk y too. i'm confused. but one thing i'm sure, i think of him more and more. OH YES, I KNOW SUCH POSTS R SOOOOO EMO. bleh



life's fine. except 4 a few subjects?!?!? can't understand, but struggling really really well. (: that's all. n believe me, i can't promise when my next post will be! till then, take care!


now that i'm back in sch, i keep thinking bout ________. i know i'm not supposed 2, but i can't help it. i used 2 tell myself 2 forget him, but again, he appears. Y does he appear, everytime i try so hard 2 forget? Y??? Y must u be nice 2 me? Do u know a 'bye' from u, can make my heart melt? Y? JUST Y? Y can't i 4get u? Y do i see u almost everyday, n wish i didn't? But when i don't see u, i start 2 miss u. WHAT EXACTLY AM I THINKING? ):


whoa! ok. it sucks being a green rep. i thought it was some role, u could slack. but i'm so WRONG! oh well, doesn't really matter. if i've talked 2 u recently bout my CCA, that means i treat u as a really really great friend. cos even my parents don't know, neither do i intend 2 let them know. i'm kinda hesitatin what 2 join, what not 2 join.N many many ppl touched me, esp. Shermaine. She's soooo nice, n i love the way she supports my decision. She's not selfish. She doens't think of the fact that there's nobody from 2HM being in the same CCA as her, instead, she thinks of how happy i am in my current CCA. Thx so much, Shermaine! (: in my situation, life sucks. i hate my current life, with so many worries. n my teachers r so damn bleh, except 4 some. i can't understand a thing the chem teacher is saying. HELLO?!?! call me stupid, call me slow, but really, i can't understand. ): n the english teacher is so nice, she could sing me lullaby 2 sleep. awwwww ._. that's nice, isn't it? ): oh well, gtg. till then, wish me all the best! (:

): sch's startin tmr! oh well, good luck then! hope all will be fine! (: though m pretty glad that some teachers not teachin us again! YAY!

i'm gonna study hard! n yes, do well! (duh?!?) hope my sittin partner's gonna be great!


^^ till then, take care! Bbye!

omg?!?! i know this is kinda late! HAPPY NEW YEAR! rofl. thx 2 all the ppl who wished me a happy new year! same 2 ya! (: hope 2010's gonna be a good good year! oh well, till then, take care! apologies! i know it's short! can't help it ><